*Art by Pierce Gray
Fire and Roses
by Carmen Gray
God is a Woman
-Why?
Because women give birth to life
-Goodnight, my child
I love you
-I love you more
Why is it taking so long to get there?
-I made a wrong turn
It’s okay, even mommies make mistakes
-It doesn’t matter if you win the competition
I don’t want to beat him. He’s my friend
-I love you
I love you more
-Is everything okay?
Time goes so fast, I want it to slow down
-Everything will be alright. We’ll get through it
It hurts. Fuck this life
-It does. I’m sorry
Sometimes I don’t want to wake up
-Sometimes I don’t, either
I’m so mad at you. I hate you
-I’m so mad at you, too.
I’m not going to finish school for anyone else
-Don’t do it for me. Do it for yourself
I will
-Is that a tattoo?
I want to be a tattoo artist
-Put one on me
I want to head West
-I bought you a ticket
I’m scared
-Keep going. I believe in you
I love you
-I love you more
I got a job here!
-I knew you would
I’m sorry if I said mean things to you before
-I’m sorry if I didn’t do everything right
Mom? You’re the gardener, tell me which is best?
-So glad you called me! I like the Ladybug fertilizer
Did you know the female plant is the one with the power? Makes sense, right?
-Yeah, it does
I love you
-I love you more
2 responses to “Fire and Roses”
Carmen, this is really moving. Thank-you. I have an independent thinking son, too. I love your supportive parenting approach and attempt it myself.
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Thank you, mama❤️
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